I'm such a fucking emo kid.

SUMMER STARTS IN 2 DAYS!!!!!!! Time to party-hardy! Dying my hair, party this weekend, license, car, Hilo, this summer will rock hardcore ass! And I get to see my boyfriend. :D I won't want to leave at the end of summer. :( Live it up this summer, do what you want, live each die like you will die tomorrow, that is my philosophy for the summer, ( Read more... )

I wanna go home. I am totally and completely home sick, and it's making me physically sick as well.

I hate it here.......

I can't wait to go home this weekend. 5 Days! Hell yea. I'm so over sophomore year already. I want it to be summer. I hate being sick....I'm always sick....*cough* *cough* My moods have been so up and down and all around lately. One minute I'll be fine a small something will happen and I'll want to cry. I think it's just homesickness though. ( Read more... )

"I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me."

The hardest thing to do is to watch the person you love, love someone else.

I miss home. I realize how much Big Island really means to me. I miss all my friends over there. I miss Andrew. I just want to go home. If it weren't for the few good friends I have here and the awesome view, I would seriously consider leaving. I think that if it came down to it I would be able to face my parents disappointment. I notice ( Read more... )

Time freezing, everything around me feeling like it was transparent, lights, carpet on the wall, sticks of glow, time, thought, reflection, movement, life, questions, answers not meaning anything, which lead to more questions, ahhhh, can't write it all down and make it make sense or do it any justice. It was amazing, en-lighting even, but could ( Read more... )

Today was rather enjoyable to say the least....we'll just leave it at that.....