I hate it here. I wanna go home and stay there. And I am utterly confused....

Well, I haven't updated this thing in a long time so here goes ( Read more... )

Well, I'm a conniving little bitch, and I like it. Everyone who has a problem with the way I run my life and the decisions I make can go die. I like the way things are going, I am satisfied with the point that my life is at. things are going quite well, and I will continue to do exactly what I am doing unless I see it needs to be changed. So, just ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want anymore. There have so many things I could have and so many different path I could take. I want to do what makes me most happy, but the problem is that I'm not quite sure what that is.

Back at school. I miss Oahu, but now I miss Big Island, or at least all my friends there. I'm going to die this year with all the shit I have to do, between class and clubs. There's not much to write about, nothing really interesting has happened that is worth mentioning, so I bod you farewell...

It rained hard today. I love it. I haven't gotten to play in the rain since I went to California, so it was quite refreshing to have a good raining on. I hope it rains more, it will make me quite happy. I wish it was raining right now so I could go outside and play in it. That would be awesome ( Read more... )

Why am I always the understanding friend? If I can relate to how you are feeling it is most likely because I feel that way about you and you don't even realize it. Why can't you get that through your bloody head? I mean of course I don't make it extremely obvious, I do try to hide it because I'm afraid of what you'll think, but Jesus Christ, I do ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in a bit since the internet was being dumb and I've been Kind of busy.

Sunday:

Magic Mountain was insanely awesome. Went on 15 ride and only had to wait in line for like 20 minutes at the most. I <3 handicap passes. I got this obnaxious, bright green, stuffed dog and it is so cool. I went on this awesome ride called "X" ( Read more... )

Well, the most embarrassing thing happened today. I broke down and cried in public. I don't think anyone saw me, but it still sucks. I went to go see Charile and the Chocolate Factory and after the movie Ashlee and her buddy Alex went off and I sat on the ledge of this fountain thing and just started crying. I couldn't hold it back, but I have no ( Read more... )

All I have to say for today is....Meh.....