So I havent been on LJ in forever.. FB has taken over the world and I dont go near anything online but FB ( Read more... )

Im just sitting here in the lab playing around on LJ and myspace... thought I should write something in this seeings as I dont as much anymore, and I wish I did ( Read more... )

Why can't I be me anymore? How could I have changed that much for 1 person, and now no longer know who I am, what I was or what I should be...
Why does this have to be so weird and hard and well weird...
cant I jsut be me.. whoever that may be now...
I think it's time I really learned who I was, who I am, and who I want to be...
Cuz nothing is clear ( Read more... )

the most upsetting thing happened today.....
there was a spider in my bra!
yes i freaked out, cried, and had a mini anxiety attack over it
im ok now though... 
but still a FUCKIN spider was in my BRA

11/17/2006 at lunch, 12:00 - 12:30
I just had my right nipple pierced today
It was amazing and I love it!!!!

Phill has been peirced, Lil still has nothing!

Sometimes it's best to watch your ship sail away...

After everything you've put me through, everything you've done..
I'm now seeing that its best it is over..
I'm now seeing Im happy that its over, and that I will be ok.
I'm glad I see this, and I'm glad I was able to talk to you tonight about this.
Goodbye Matt, I'll always love you..
But I'm never ( Read more... )

See you made me feel complete again...
I'm glad you are home again.
I love you

This song is one I said made me think of you, and how you are so perfet and Ill never be that comared to you:
"The Closest Thing"
You're the words that come out easy,
And I am speechless at best.
Your star it seems to shine above the rest.
You're the face before the cameras,
The smile i'd like to earn.
The closest thing to perfect,
In a hollywood to burn.
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this place is so big and lonely when you are gone

All I do is think and wait for your email...
to see what you have to say to me, how you feel and what is next..
I dont want to hurt each other anymore.. 
I love you so much, I always will...
I want you to smile at me again...

Im so confused and so lost in something I cant get out of....
If I can make anything and everything better I would, and I promise ( Read more... )