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Have been eating so much crap lately, its getting on my nerves. I was ana/mia on and off for the last 9 years and i miss the power and control i had when i was anorexic. Its been so long since i last starved myself...probably around 3 years ago now...since then its been mia/laxative abuse (addicted since age 15) and over-eating...viscious circle. I ( Read more... )

Feeling a lot better than i was the other day although not exactly jumping for joy (but then happiness never really did suit me - hate ppl that are smiley and happy all the time, makes me feel bit sickened). If i was a cartoon character i would so be Daria, she is total coolness! Or emily strange, but she is a bit too popular and well known now, ( Read more... )

I feel so low right now, like i am sinking even further and further as each day goes by. I have battled depression for 6 years now, been on practically every kind of anti depressant, yet i still have relapses. The med i am on now was a lifesaver after having a massive low on the previous med. But now once again, i am sinking - and what next? ( Read more... )

The sunshine filters through ( Read more... )

Ok this isnt funny anymore. I had an interview today and took my dog with me and left him in the car. Was gone no more than an hour, came back an the police were there holding my dog and my car window smashed. First thought was that my car had been broken into but then i find out the police had been alerted by a 'neighbour' (fucking DSS scum no ( Read more... )

I'm feeling lonely tonight...i rarely get msgs on my profile sites,...and in general i just feel really alone in the world. I have nobody special in my life and miss having someone there to hug and to hold, and to feel that 'everything will be okay' with. I do have fun being single but i dont think i am cut out for single life. I dont like pulling ( Read more... )

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Grrrr have had such a shite day from the minute I woke up! Rang APU to ask about how to apply and the woman was all shirty with me, saying i had left it quite late (no shit i emailed u about this weeks ago and u said it would be ok, BITCH), that she had lots of app forms to deal with and that i need to be in employment, and its best i apply for ( Read more... )

Well I finally have an interview - next mon, a formal advocate position for mencap - wahoo! Its part time but seeing as I will be doing my masters this sep, it will work out well. I can always get a bit of shift work thru an agency to earn a bit extra. Am £1300 in debt to overdraft and credit card....ooops! Still selling on ebay tho to make ends ( Read more... )