Does it say something bad about me that I have been here for almost three years, and only one person (besides my family) has come to see how I live and what my life is like out here?

I visited a very very dear friend of mine recently and had a mini breakdown while there (something that hasn't happened in a long while).  I guess it just goes to show that no matter how far away you are or how often you do or don't talk..you still become vulnerable to those you were closest to in the past ( Read more... )

so...since i've been so stressed about school...my face has decided to break out.  i am beginning too look like a pizza...yup...that's right...you all can start calling me pizza face.  sheesh...when is school done?  oh right...NEVER...i am taking classes throughout the summer...ONE MORE YEAR until I graduate.  gah

I TURN 21 IN EIGHT (8) DAYS!!!

i'm frustrated.

Hello again ( Read more... )

Hey all...I know I haven't written in FOREVER! Nursing school keeps me ridiculously busy but I absolutely LOVE it. I learn something new everyday and although I don't exactly like getting up early (I never thought I would say this)I actually find myself looking forward to school(for the most part). I feel like I am always doing homework and that ( Read more... )

Sometimes...the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.

some days...i wake up and i feel stuck.

i miss home so much sometimes that it physically hurts to think about it. the hardest part about it is...i have no idea who to talk to about it because i can't put the feelings into words.

so instead...i sit and cry until i fall asleep knowing that the next day i need to suck it up and get over it...

I'm so tired of all this woe is me shit. YOU and only YOU can create your own happiness...no one else. You are alone are responsible for making yourself happy. If you're not happy, do something about it. Things could ALWAYS, ALWAYS be worse. Honestly....fate is bullshit. If you want something to happen, then make it happen. If you need help ( Read more... )