okay.. lately ive been thinking.. ((yeah i know its not a good thing when i think but eh oh well)) mmkay... you know how in highschool people tend ta "label" you.. i mean there are such groups as: jocks, preps, nerds, losers, punks, skaters.. etc.. i mean like whats that all about and where do people come up with these labels.. i mean like listen ( Read more... )

otay.. well lexsis acting differently lately.. so is bobert.. and im becoming really close with my best friends boyfriend.. scary stuff man.. and me and justin.. well we are still just me and just we arent quite and 'us' yet.. if that makes any sense.. oh well.. hrm.. i miss my family and friends back in new york fer some reason lately.. and uhm.. ( Read more... )

hey guys... hows life treatin' ya?? me.. quite well indeed.. guess what!?!?.. i got my computer fixded! yay! im soooo happy! i can actually use my computer now! mwahahahahah!!!!!! so anywho.. hrm.. guess what... im sick rite now.. actually i think that i am starting to get better now.. so thats always a plus! yay! hrmm.. what else is going on?? uhm ( Read more... )

ugh.. kris and justin are chillin rite now.. no! thats not supposed ta happen.. youre not supposed ta have my ex boyfriend and tha guy i hook up with.. thats NOT supposed ta happen lol.. ugh.. that bothers me immensly dude! like.. ugh.. lol.. uhm.. what else?? no that bothers me.. rawr! ugh.. ugh.. ugh.. i think i should just go shoot myself lol.. ( Read more... )

i was just thinking about my dad.. i remember this one time.. i was at my grandparents house.. and he lived there at tha time.. and i was watching sleeping beauty.. i remember calling out his name.. cos there was this one part that really scared me.. it was with tha witch.. i remember calling out his name in tha house ((nobody was home but him)) ( Read more... )

okay.. so justins all like damn i dont wanna hook up wit you anymore blah blah blah.. ghey ghey ghey.. anywho.. sry.. i just need ta like kill that kid cos hes sucha fag.. uhm.. my moms ghey.. shes home "sick" but yet when i was honestly sick this morning i couldnt stay home.. thats bull honkey.. lol.. anywho.. uhm.. lessa.. i love you! lol.. uhm ( Read more... )

hey yall... kay so my dads an asshole and i hope he dies.. like a lot.. not a lil dead like a lot dead.. i hope he has like a stroke.. god damn hes an ass.. so im in my room rite now listening ta my music full blast.. i know any minute they will be coming in telling me ta turn it down.. oh well.. they can kiss my ass... mwahahaha.. hrm.. my moms a ( Read more... )

today.. it was kinda weird.. i felt/looked like shit today.. and i just iono... i saw tha really hott guy in guitar today.. that was great... but other than that.. iono.. i mean i dont feel well at all.. and im just all like bleh.. i wanna kill someone, but at tha same time.. i wanna cry.. it sux sooo fucking badly.. god damn fucking like period.. ( Read more... )

DUDE TODAY MY DAY WAS SOOO FUCKING AWESOME! okay i saw tha EXTREMELY PRETTY/GORGEOUS guy in my guitar class today.. i saw him at lunch like a million times and im not even supposed ta see him on gold days! so i loved it lol.. it was fucking awesome... what else?? uhm.. oh i got mad at justin today.. okay.. so im sittin there at lunch with lessa ( Read more... )

alrite.. so lets get this out.. zee... i dont like you.. i cant trust you anymore.. yes, we were once friends, but now.. i just.. i have no faith in you after you first of all started hooking up with MY ex boyfriend.. and when you called me up and yelled at me in tha middle of tha nite accusing me of laughing at MY best friend fer having cancer.. ( Read more... )