Finals for this semester are over ( Read more... )

Obviously this had come at some point ( Read more... )

I haven't slept right for the last 3 nights ( Read more... )

Every dream, everything, it's all over.
I haven't stopped crying for the last 2 days.

I'm not going to tell him.
I can't.
He'd hate me.
I hate me.

They all read the same thing.
pink, yes, congratulations!, ++all 6 of them. And they said it could never happen to me ( Read more... )

I should have known better.

The only person in the world I can be angry at is myself.
For being a stupid fucking girl.

It's time to escape.
I need to leave this place again for a while.
Not LJ, but Laredo.

So strange how you can feel something one day and nothing the next.

I know I can't, but apparently other people can.
but then again, these are the people that are......

I going to take a nap, in hopes that it'll make him come back sooner.
how on EARTH did I become so damn attached?

I don't care. All I know is that I've never been happier...sorta.

I can't believe how content I am where I am.
Time to let go and live.
No more wanting the people I can't have.

I've got wonderful people in my life right now.
I've got an amazing life right now.
I'm ready to smile again for real.

oh and he has always made me smile...since day 1.
But at least now I can tell him exactly why he makes me smile.

It has come to my attention that hosting shows in Laredo is much harder then many people would like to admit to. I'm not giving up, but honestly, I'm wondering where the motivation is to keep this scene alive. The June 8th Planning Fallacy show is canceled. Don't act like you did something to help this happen because you didn't. I've been one ( Read more... )

It's almost been a year since I've been here.
Everything looks a little more organized.
kind of like my life.

things are better.

I do miss college station a HELL of a LOT.

and I'm leaving for the great LAS VEGAS, like....NOW.

so I'll catch this thing again some time soon. a Week from now.