I feel like I'm going to die.

Don't ever take advantage of your parent's money to go to college, or complain about the college you're going to, because at least you have the opportunity. Looks like I have no other choice to join the military.

I'm not happy and silly like I used to be.
I drove around last night after my dad was yelling at me about how useless I am and thought about driving into a ditch. That's how fucked up I am. I need serious fucking help.

Okay, so fuck dave's marketplace. I'm quitting very soon and getting a temporary job at EB games for the holidays, and if I'm good, they'll keep me. Seriously though. I get pushed around in that stupid place and I'm absolutely sick of it. Not to mention that before I leave, I'm going to mention the fact that my produce managers steal food and shit ( Read more... )

since when did I become such a bitter person?
oh, since everyone stopped talking to me.
what the fuck did I do?
the only thing I look forward to every week now is church because I have a chance to say that I'm sorry for being such a terrible person.
I hate this

so I'm finally buying my external tomorrow to backup my music
and then I'm getting my dad's old parts =]]]]

I haven't really talked to amanda lately, but whatevz
I've decided that I'm going to retire my penis, haha

so I guess right now I should be happy but I'm still not really. I mean, sure, I could give amanda a chance or anyone for that matter, but it's like I'm not even interested anymore. I guess it could just be a thing that wears off eventually, but sometimes I think I'll just feel this way forever. and I suppose it's sort of the old me talking and ( Read more... )

so I went to hopkin's hill school at like 9:00 at night to go play guitar with jimmy and his friend from work, and of course pancake is there being an ass and guess who else is there? amanda. she's really chill and stuff and nice, but I think she has the wrong idea of how I feel. plus, eh, she's a little ditzy. hm, but for a little bit I did like ( Read more... )

uh, my sister is a lesbian now ( Read more... )

starting a band with mike, scott, and josh ( Read more... )