I really fucking hate my fucking past and fucking rawr i fucking hate blah blah blah blah blah

so like the whole "u gotta love the bad ones to find the right one thing" is pure bullshit. Get hurt, get slapped around, get lowered selfesteem, never trust anyone ever again. honestly lets all just bitch and bitch and bitch until we cant fucking speak ( Read more... )

So break.. here we go..

First of all, tequila nights. Brittany and i made quite the scene. But that's why we're lovers. We're never alone in these things x3 haha

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Hi, I'm danni and Im very cranky today.

what's up?

I've decided that this is my new oasis, I need this.

Basically my life is spinning out of control. I feel like i've been sleeping for the past 4 months. God, don't u have that feeling?

I've always hated that feeling. I don't know what it is. The move, the new place, the knowing no one, the starting over. I don't know which part constituted the shut ( Read more... )

9/17/06.. i just sang happy birthday to myself.

my family just called me back home and by family i mean my mom, my step dad, my mike and my josh. and they're having a good time and partying and celebrating a birthday i wish i could sleep through. Im alone.

and everyone i love are thousands of miles away. and im here in a dorm with people who dont ( Read more... )

It's Taken me Two Years to get over you..there's the magic in true love.

with one phone call we all fall apart.

im getting married.

Im moving to Florida in 10 Days.. if u want to see me let me know =] im looking to make these last days count.

I didnt expect it to be like it was. but im glad it was. at first i was worried, scared even, that he was acting so close. then i realized what its really like for them out there. there are a total of 5 single boys over there.. most are married.. happily or not. we talked about how ridiculous it is to be so young and so tied down.

ya know what.. im ( Read more... )

I dont know what im feeling. except safe. i do feel safe. and that, for me, is a strange place to be. i think maybe my fears drive alot of my actions. so maybe thats why im so stunned and imobile. all i know is that seattle is a beautiful place. and i dont feel the least bit uncomfortable here, where i am. emotionally i dont feel the least bit ( Read more... )

i just bought a plane ticket to washington.. i leave next thursday morning to fly out of portland and into NY, then NY to Seattle.. im crazy. i just bought a plane ticket to Seattle to go see a boy. a boy that i happen to enjoy, and i wont see again for a long long time. this boy leaves for Germany, and then Iraq next month. Hes in the Us Army ( Read more... )