the only way i can sleep is with three shots of tequilla down my throat..

you always find a way to tear me the fuck apart.

i wouldnt let anyone else do this to me again, remember? oh but baby uve always been the exception, havent you?

i need more sleep. i havent slept in a very long time. i need more happiness. i have alot of it but maybe the lack of sleep is whats getting me. its keeping me down when i get knocked down ( Read more... )

last night is the night i will forever remember as the night high school came to an end. the end of an era. I could tell he was starting to act funny. taking care of me. its how he is. or how he gets rather. prank was alot of fun. i felt like part of my class again. i love you all. im sorry ill never speak it, but i do. and i dont care what any of ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night. first time id even thought about him in a long long time. i know that i have this process to go thru everytime i fall in and then back out of love. i was on the same time frame with him, as i was with tom. One year and i was okay with it again. Its been one year. and i was okay with this one too now. thinking he was ( Read more... )

So i've done it. I've become the unattainable. the girl with everyone. the girl with no one. the girl who laughs and smiles and plays and shows that beautiful confidence to a T. Kisses cheeks and sits on laps, plays with her hair and knows everyone. glances away when boys get that look in their eye. brushes it off when a hand wants to be held. ( Read more... )

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You have no clue how much i actually apreciate you.

Im worried about finishing high school in the next Nine Days =( wow prom, class trip, graduation, its all coming so soon. I dont think i have the time or energy to really think about all of it, right now. so ill just wait and take it like it comes ( Read more... )

omg so remember the whole waiting around for that one week falling head over heals, crazy, nerdy, cant explain it thing? Remember how i refuse to get attached to anyone before i leave? remember how he thinks the same exact way ( Read more... )

do u ever just wanna be a different person?

how can people be so mean?

why didnt anyone tell me im not worth anything?

where did all the heroes go?

where did all my friends go?

i feel sick.