wow. I haven't written an entry in my live journal since 2005. granted it was december of 2005, so really it was only a little over a year ( Read more... )

My dreams are just dreams
hopes of the heart
I take a long drag of my cigarette
and wish for a new start
A new place, a new face
a new being to pretend to be
But this is me.
Sad and lonely, this is me.
Waiting,
always waiting for me scene to start.
Just an extra, never a star.

I may have done this one before, and not too long ago, but i'm bored ( Read more... )

If you read this, even if we do not speak often,
Comment with one memory of me.
It can be anything you want, good or bad.
Just as long as it happened.
Then post this on your livejournal to see what other people remember about you.

i guess today hasn't been all bad. work was no worse than usual. still sucks though. and tonight has been pretty dull, so there really hasn't been anything to make it all that bad. but i lost my cell phone. and i'm really not happy about it. now i have to get a new one, and i don't know when i'll get the chance with work and all. fuck ( Read more... )

so, my life is no different than it usually is. I still work all the time, I am still depressed. I still wish i could be somewhere else. I still want to hide. But I'm living. Whether i want to or not, everyday i drag myself out of bed and head to work, dammit ( Read more... )

at 6:00 this evening, i became an aunt. Behtany had her baby, it was a c-section. They were worried about her going into labor, because she had high blood pressure. anyway, they had a little girl, named ariana taylor. i don't know if that's how you spell it, but that's alright. i haven't seen her yet, but i'm going up tomorrow after work. yay ( Read more... )

i never update anymore. i never have the energy, and i don't really right now either, but i need to occupy myself for a few more minutes before Erin calls so we can head to Wal*Mart. I need a fish filter ( Read more... )

Question: What ever happened to dating? No one dates anymore. They just meet, and then bam, the next thing you know they're a couple. There is no first date, and then a second, and then a few more. Relationships are just too sudden. That's not the way it's supposed to work, it's so, Junior High ( Read more... )

Eight Days. That’s one hundred and and ninety two hours. Eleven thousand, five hundred and twenty minutes, or six hundred and ninety one thousand, two hundred seconds, and that is how long I have to wait until you come home. Home to me, your loving, kind, thoughtful, beautiful girlfriend ( Read more... )