i'm so disgusted....and I saw it within seconds of my last post....ew....just ew.

ok, there was NOOOOOO business at the restaurant today. it was hooooooorible!!!! Tomorrows Easter...holidays at my house are boring as hell. I'll probably go for a walk or sumthin if the weather's still beautiful like its been. I wanna get my ear pierced again sometime within this coming week. Michelle said there was a really good piercing place in ( Read more... )

Everything outside is beautiful tonight...its just so gorgeous. I want summer soooooooo bad ( Read more... )

I am one of the most greedy and unappreciative people to ever exist. I hope for many things, but when i get them I feel nothing. There's no feeling of accomplishment or excitement. I want and want and want, but in the end, it means nothing to me. I wish things were different, but they're not. I really don't think that i deserve to live. I'm not ( Read more... )

So i barely finished my paper today, but the important thing is....HAYLEY, ME, AND MICHELLE FOUND SWINGS AND THE HOCUS POCUS HOUSE. It was something that we obviously had to show Meagan. Poor Meagan seemed tired. Once she regains her energy, we'll ALL go to swings again! (i get the baby swing, haha). So Hayley and I threw eachother down the hill ( Read more... )

Jammin with Sheehan today was A-mazing! We have the exact same taste in music and we already started throwing ideas back and forth. We really need a drummer and bassist...if any of u know anyone good, then lemme know, k? k. After our jamming session, I went out for food with Aimee, Kathryn, and Michelle. The food was pretty good, but i was really ( Read more... )

So its 1 o'clock in the morning and i'm still up....i don't know why.....i told everybody i was going to sleep, but i ended up listenin to linkin park and dreaming of an alternate universe.....don't ask, haha! So i'm gonna FINALLY jam with Sheehan tomorrow/today (whichever u prefer...so excited!!!!! I kinda feel fat right now. Maybe its the BK and ( Read more... )

I need some motivation in my life. I need direction. I don't see a reason for me to live right now. I'm not sayin i'm suicidal, but I need something to live for. It seems to me that when things seem to be so perfect, life becomes less interesting. I think its a goal that i'm lookin for...yea, I need a goal. SOMEBODY GIMME A GOAL....

There was a lesbian staring at me in my class today; she usually stares at me, but I'm just posting about it now, haha! Maybe she doesn't see me as a man...thats kinda sad; yet, funny, haha!

So Hayley and i didn't make it to the park, but we did make it to swings (YES!). Hayley's mom is the sweetest thing u've ever seen in ur ENTIRE life! Beverly is so A-mazingly beautiful. If i stay in Taxachusetts, then i'll probably move there...so beautiful. The only thing better than the scenery is the person u enjoy it with ( Read more... )