why cant i just fade into nothing

[emo_painkiller]

I am sitting in my room listening to As I Lay Dieing. i realize that i have no texts or calls in the past 3 days. that just makes me realize how pathetic my life is. i look in my phone book, 13 entrys, all family members. i have no friends. the only number i have that isnt family is 911. the box of razors that i got a few days ago at home depot

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[brittany_smiles]

david, you spell dying wrong,
BUT I FEEL YOUR MENTAL PAIN
rip davids good days.

[emo_painkiller]

do not mock my spelling. you have made me open my bow of razors that i bought from home depot to cut myself for you made me feel emotional pain. i hate the fact that i still breathe.

[brittany_smiles]

why home depot ?

[emo_painkiller]

because where else can i go to buy a big box of razor blades to cut away my eternaly damned flesh

[brittany_smiles]

you can buy razor blades at home depot ?

[strikinglygaffe]

....... you'd think i'd be used to the fact that it's fake..
but i can't
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[emo_painkiller]

<33 ill stop writing in it if it will make you feel better? it is kinda boring anyway.

[brittany_smiles]

NOOO, its entertaining!!