i just remembered this thing and god damn. i just read all that shit. man it was funny. good times.

ive decided this will be my last post i write in here, i have decided to end my life once and for all. i broke open the box of razors from home depot last night. the first slice reminded me of all the happy times in my life and i realized maybe death wont be that bad. im rubbing my fingers on the scabs right now. i cannot wait to reopen the wounds ( Read more... )

I am sitting in my room listening to As I Lay Dieing. i realize that i have no texts or calls in the past 3 days. that just makes me realize how pathetic my life is. i look in my phone book, 13 entrys, all family members. i have no friends. the only number i have that isnt family is 911. the box of razors that i got a few days ago at home depot ( Read more... )

while i sit in my room listening to my chemical romance i realize, im not ok. my life is a waste of eternal existence and i wish to the joke some people refer to as god to end it. i look at the box of razors that i just bought from home depot and wonder how many of them will i use before the cut goes deep enough to end my suffering. there is a ( Read more... )

this is my first and maybe my last livejournal entry. everytime i look in the mirror i get the urge to throw up. im discusted at what i am. ever since that one time i was beaten by my father when i was younger ive been searching for ways to get back at him. i finally found that way, threw a razor blade. i only wish that someone would care about me ( Read more... )