and breathe...just breath....ohh breathe, just breathe...

friggin anna nalick and her depressing and thoughtful songs.

also check out:

Midnight Hour - "Running Away"

and

The Kin - "Great Divide"

so anyways, honestly....i feel as if i dont even exist in my friend's lives back home anymore. Like i'm in ppl's myspace and facebook profiles under some ( Read more... )

Shannon came home the other day and seeing her was the first real happiness i've felt in a long time ( Read more... )

1.   When you see a picture of me, what 3 songs come to your mind?

2.   What 3 famous people do i look like?

3.   What 3 movie / book / t.v. show character's remind you of me?

repost and i'll do yours!

So I havent been on here in a couple months so i figured id let you guys in on life.Things are going pretty well actually. got a raise at work in feb. more money is always good.work is long and tiring,sucks wrkn the 12am-8am shift but i deal.goin to the gym alot and actually eating food that isnt served from a drive thru window haha.the single life ( Read more... )

Valentines Day is coming soon.....Last year was amazing....this year, probably not so much....fuuuuuuuccccckkkk.


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christopher is:   nothin' but a fucking security blanket.

i no longer let any girl in to what I feel emotionally. it's pointless. i'm "closed-off, distant, and not the same chris". i'm tired of being that emo-heart on my sleeve boy who ends up being "real great friends" with all the girls in his life but can't hold onto a decent relationship. i'm ( Read more... )

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     On September 11th, 2001 we were attacked by terrorists from an organization known as Al Qaeda.
As the 6 year anniversary of these attacks occur I would like everyone to take a second and realize the innocent lives that were taken and the rescue workers that sacrificed their own lives so that others may live.
     That morning 2,974 people died ( Read more... )

But damn Sam I love a woman that rains
Clear as a bell and sound as an old engineer
Clear as a bell and sound as an old engineer
With talented breezes that blow off your hat with a sneer
As a man I've never been much for talking to
I'm as open as the door in her house that leads to her room
And when the color goes out of my eyes she's usually too

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I feel kind of....idk i cant really put it into words right now.

I'm fine.

I'm doing well. Works going alright, i'm hittin' gym three times a week, haha confident...maybe over-confident hahaha and I've been able to hang out with my friends alot more.
I'm getting my new apartment in 2 weeks, cant wait to be in Amherst. I'll get to see Shannie and ( Read more... )