In Jacksonville I have found that we occasionally experience low clouds, which for some reason, I believe is cool as shit. It's like I'm flying. As I was driving I remembered something I told Anna's mom. She is such a good person and I don't understand why people have to abuse her so much, so I likened her to martyr. And while I was driving I ( Read more... )

The night before Thanksgiving I thought alot as I lay in my room alone. I decided that God was speaking to me and I was now listening. I decided that I would start talking back. I wanted to give the blessing at Thanksgiving dinner, and I didn't care that it was in front of my father. I felt like I was finally heading in my own direction and I ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like you were being talked to, but you just hadn't been listening ( Read more... )

Everybody thought we were doing great, that I was making her happy, that everything was perfect. Well, everything was. She told me multiple times she didn't feel like she deserved me, that I was perfect, and that I was too good to her. Then she went off to college, and a week later I went off to college. We talked all the time. She missed home ( Read more... )

I'm depressed.

I'm fairly certain that no one cares what i have to say

All you need is love,

and I have so much to give,
at least there is someone who appreciates it,
but too bad they will always be just a friend

Well, I can honestly say that I have not felt better than I do now in over six months. Things are going rather well. On friday I bought a brand new billabong wetsuit and it kept me rather toasty when i went surfing on monday. I've been hanging out with old friends and meeting lots of new people, I feel so much more social now too. Alot more ( Read more... )

And just like that, in one fell swoop

some things are inevitable

The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed ( Read more... )