i would never wish bad things, but i dont wish you well.

[emo_struckheart]

sorry its so long.  i just needed to put my thoughts somewhere.
dont mind me.

last night made me realize a lot of things. i drink too much. and its ending today. today i will stop drinking.
i ended up playing a couple drinking games. and just kept drinking.. ended up drinking a bottle of UV.
yes. a whole bottle. along with 2 mikes hard.
and this is

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[xharajukuxgirlx]

I have for sure tried to forget things by drinking, and only ended up crying... I'm proud of you for wanting to control things sober :)

[emo_struckheart]

thanks :o)

[firstkissgoodby]

im so jealous of you. not becauase you've made mistakes. but because you know you've made them, and you refuse to make them over again. if that makes sense.

i'm betting against myself- i expect to fuck things up again. and again,and again and again.