modest mouse makes my melted mellow heart mold into medical marijuana ( Read more... )

sometimes i get caught missing you like i
never let myself believe that i could.

sometimes i just wish i could have controlled
everything that was happening in your life
and in mine.

at this point
i'm saddened by the loss of one of the
best people i've ever had in my life.

i miss you

flying
shopping
central park
2 years!

mmmmmmhhhmmmmm

i'll be with my heart soon enough.

i hope that one day the people that
stare at me can work up to saying
SOMETHING to me.

sometimes it makes me feel so
so
empty.

..i've lost a lot.
my bike. my bag. my keys. and my phone.
honestly, my bike and bag are what i miss.

replacing those two things is nearly
impossible.

oh life,
how you've tested me this year.

maybe there's a lesson
somewhere
that i have yet to find.

only time will tell.

sometimes the music is too much.
so damn good it hurts my insides...
in a great way.

*if you're crossing the street i might be there.

last night i dreamed of a ballerina that was better ( Read more... )

my love brought me my favorite
CHOCOLATE
bar while i was at work today.

he's on his way to the store now to get
me a 1/4pound chocolate bar and a Pepsi.

ugh. love punishes me.....in more ways
than i ever thought possible.

just 31 days until I fly into
new york city!

when looking closely at things ( Read more... )

for the next 6 weeks i will be
living alone
with my love.

roommates are on a roadtrip.

im so fucking ready to punish
every
fucking
room.

new york will be beautiful.
so will canada and d.c.

oh the joys of being in love.

mhmm