i woke up and it was late. i decided to call you. i thought you answered, you sounded busy. so i asked if i could call you back and in a hush voice you said 'no'. then i asked why and to my surprise it was someone else on the phone. i asked that person to tell you i would call you back but they kept saying no. giving me the run around. fuck you. ( Read more... )

i'm sick. so i have these bad dreams. about comic books taking over my life and *gasp* me turning into one of those comic nerds i see at Third Planet. *shudders* scary.

when i think back to my elementary days... all i remember doing is art and music. making art and playing music. i do remember the whole reading, writing, science and arithmetic. but i swear there was not a day that did not involve some sort of art and music.

hmm...

right now... i really miss my close friends.

"Loniness is the human condition... Never expect to outgrow loniness..."

winter vacation has been somewhat surreal to me. having my friends around me just like how it was before. now its over. crash and burn.

i'm alone again.

so i had this dream. my brother and i went to target looking for some art supplies. i wanted watercolors and he wanted paint brushes. but they didn't have any nice ones. so we went to the toy section and i was playing with this little piano. i was so amazed by this little piano that i wouldnt stop playing with it ( Read more... )

EMOlicious in the house! word.