I'm once again in a turning point in my life. So many things have gone wrong in the past 2 weeks. And not little things, life altering things. I don't even know what to do anymore... I don't know where to go from here. And if I did know where to go, I have no way of getting there. Everything has turned so hard. It seems I have to work so hard to ( Read more... )

I don't think I'll ever get over losing certain things or people. I'm greatful no one close to me has ever died because I don't think I could handle a lose so tragic. I go insane enough losing someone without death involved. It's scary to think how I would react to someone I love or care about dying.

I watched a movie tonight that strictly states ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the 18th which is Cory and I's one year anniversary. I'm scared.

..Of how I am going to handle it.
..Of what I am going to do.
..Of doing something I'll regret.
..Of calling him when I really don't want to.
..Of how fucked up I am going to get.
..Of the love I have for this boy.<3

Gahh.
And I broke down this morning.
I can't live like this ( Read more... )

So, my mom's boyfriend just came over ( Read more... )

Hospital.
Crazy ass people.
i'm not too thin.

I wonder if people notice that the expectations they put on love now days, are completely wrong. That quote that "no guy is worth your tears and the one who is won't make you cry." How the hell is that even true? You cry when you DO care.

We all talk about the fairy tale love we want. Or the relationship we consider "perfect." But, i've realised ( Read more... )

Well, let's see ( Read more... )

I'm really bored.
&& I thought that it would be cool to update this old thing again :D
So uh, that's what i'm doing?
Things have been crazy lately. I've been dating Cory for 2 months on the 18th && I really like him ( Read more... )

THESE ARE THE LIES YOU LOVE TO LEAD. E>

If they knew how misery loved me.

But,I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me.

Have Fun without me.

I'll be used to the sound of crying soon.

Later.

Okay ( Read more... )