"I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?"

idk, my mind has just been so occupied lately. and i feel bad for it. people care about me and want to help, but they can't.... none of my close friends can. no one can understand what is going on in my head. and like all my new friends wont understand my past. so I have no one to talk to about all this shit that i keep thinking about. I don't want ( Read more... )

my life is officaially OVER ( Read more... )

nothing like a girls night clubbing to make you feel like shit....(dont get me wrong i love my girls...but still ( Read more... )

so i went to intrigue last night with my girlies, kusko and sam. it was realli fun. of course nicole got asked to dance with the most. i think the whole skinny tall thing helps here. yea, it was mad fun though. so i went to bed atbout 2am... and i woke up at 12..lol lucky me, but um, yea adam is coming over at 1. so i have to finish getting dresses

homecomign was pretty chill... i do feel bad that adam kept letting me jsut dance with nicole and me girls and he would just like talk with mark lu and other boys... but it was MAD FUN! my legs are dead though, cuz i was totally one of the first people on the dance floor with nicole, and one of the last people. nicole and i are the only ones that ( Read more... )

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so, adam and i went to the graveyard again today... i finished my roll of film...cuz tomorrow we are learning to load film....kinda ironic since i already haev 2 rolls ready for the class... watever ( Read more... )

soo... DLD is tomorrow!!!
im so excited..its should be amazing, i realli wish they play hopeless love!
yea... im very excited

im sick...
its not fun..