Can someone please tell me why im here? i just want to live another life without this hatred and fear. i need that person's life. i just want to pick it up i need to pick up that knife.
i have been so confused lately i dont think any one likes me any more and i want to start a new life i hate my life and how its going im losing like all my best friends and i really dont want them to go and you guys know who you are.
i miss emily a lot and i am really bored. i can only listen to HIM until emily gets back cause im making a comment to myself so its really hard. i wish she was back.