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i guess this is depression. i have been imagining hurting myself a lot, and the only thing actually keeping me grounded is Lorenzo. I'm sad. very sad. I feel like i have no friends that i can actually go to talk to about these real feelings because they're going to overreact. i just want someone that I can talk to without worrying about being ( Read more... ) -
Disappointed
My sonogram yesterday, the woman giving it spent very little time showing me anything. She rushed through, and it wasn't like it was super busy in the office. I am so upset. I wanted to see the baby, I wanted to be able to get more of a quick glance at the baby, even tho it's only a matter of a few weeks til I get to hold it ( Read more... ) -
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He pretends like he doesn't realize that what he's doing hurts me, but in reality, he just doesn't care because he is too selfish. Too set and stuck in his own ways. Doesn't he realize that he has a baby coming. A baby that's due in 3 months. That's not a whole lot of time. But he still is lazy, still needs me to get on him and feel horrible ( Read more... ) -
Dear Baby
Dear my unborn child ( Read more... ) -
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he wonders why I dislike him smoking weed as much as I do. less than 4 months left til baby arrives. gee I wonder why...
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Life is always what you make it to be. Sorry I've neglected you, the only thing that has stood by me thru all my rollercoaster of a life. Can't really be defined as a roller coaster because usually on the downward part it's fun and exciting, and in life the downward spiral is nowhere near exciting at all. in any aspect ( Read more... ) -
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Figures that the guy I meet and like and want more with has to live in another state. At least I got to spend over a week with him while he was up in NY visiting family ( Read more... ) -
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figures the one guy I meet that i start to like lives in north carolina. just fking figures. and i really like him too. least he's here til after new years. -
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Not even my closest friends know what's really going on in my head. None of my closest friends know anything about me. They know I complain and they know what's going on and how things make me annoyed and resentful towards certain others, but they don't know the extent ( Read more... )