My heart is dead. You fucking killed it. You broke every part of it that was left...then came back to kick the pieces around. It wasn't enough that you lied to me. You never loved me. You only loved yourself. And now you are in love after only a couple of weeks?? Someone pull this knife from my chest. It hurts to breathe while it's inside ( Read more... )

It's Sunday. Thankfully, I stayed home tonight. It's rainy and I love it. I finished my book too. :) I'm still looking for an apartment. I'm applying for this particular one tomorrow ( Read more... )

My heart hurts. I'm drunk and it feels worse. Why? Fuck you.

I'm broken. I'm sitting here, knowing that you are with her. Knowing that you stayed with her last night and you're still there. God, why and I even thinking about this? It never was love for him. If it was, this wouldn't be happening....would never have happened. Two years of my life and this is all I have left? Touche myspace....

First best friend: Andrea Adams ( Read more... )

HEY, August 28th is my birthday!!! And for anyone wanting to get me anything (WINK WINK), all I want is gift certificates to IKEA to buy a bed or gift certificates to Good Guys so I can replace my car stereo that was stolen!!

THANKS Y'ALL!

By the way, August 28-30th I will be in Vegas for my b-day, let me know if you want to go!!!

I have just spent my past 3 days off in the most depressive mood ever.

How about zero phonecalls on how my day is so far? Yep. And my family hasn't even called. I wish I was home.

I was bored. I finished reading my book tonight. It's 9:30pm. I left my house and came to this internet cafe. I decided to IM Mikaela...sad. He said he was depressed. His mom died. I've been practicing moments like these in my acting class. Nothing so real as this. I can't think of the words to say. We used to kiss once...and now I don't ( Read more... )

Hmmm...I am weird. I'm tired. My 2 days off have successfully sucked my ass. I didn't do very much, although Jeremy & I went to Santa Monica to walk around for a couple of hours. Then we snuck into a movie theater and watched "Mean Girls" for free. HAHAHA....we felt like such rebels, because we've never done that before. I know, I'm gay. ( Read more... )

OK. I have been fucking way busy, with the exception of today. Jared and I sat around all day (it's now 7PM) playing Final Fantasy X. I love that game. I think we're going to go drink or something later, who knows. Hmmm...I am hopefully coming home to Indiana to visit in June and another time before September. I got this thing from Southwest ( Read more... )