It's been two years since I've written... must be because I've been in an emotional coma..

Since my last post, a couple things have changed... I've moved to Virginia, because I felt it wasn't right I was forced to live in Maryland, when I wasn't feeling Merry at all. They spell is Maryland, but they actually mean Merryland, and I will not live a lie ( Read more... )

The Milky way is far away.... I knew the closest I'd ever get to that emotional space of potassium would be to drink my way there. It was a week ago today, the milk challenge that it. I grabbed myself a gallon of milk and bonged it 1 time.... 2 times....3 times.... and I was hurt. The bright color of the milk filled my dark soul and made me ill. I ( Read more... )

Friends.....How many of us have them, have them....friends. I thought I made a new friend today. A guy came into work today to fix the filterfresh machine.... he asked me what my name was, we shook hands and talked about coffee and other random things. We talked for about an hour, things were going well at first... then he asked me "Would you be ( Read more... )

It's hard to update when you've been crying like a bear stuck in a bear trap with no one within 1000 miles of you..... The days are growing colder, and my nipples harden like an apple core left over from from when I bobbed for apples in my own tears... *sniff*. Anyways, my Band Emo Tie is doing 0k. We haven't practiced or played any shows, but we ( Read more... )

This survey made me think.... I cried a lot... thought some more... then cried again.... Fill it out for me ( Read more... )

How many Emo kids does it take to screw in a lightbulb?

10.... 1 to change it, 1 to write a sad song about it, and 8 to sing along and cry

Friday..... why is everyone so happy to hear this? Let's analyze 'friday'.... Fri comes from Fry, which means burn... like burning branches from the tree of my soul. Day... every day ends in 'day'. We are in a viscous cycle that never ends. MonDAY, tuesDAY......it never ends. Am I stuck in an endless path to destruction?! They trick you making you ( Read more... )

I walked outside this morning to find puddles, so I asked myself..... "Did I cry that much last night?" I do not know the power or my own tears.

I had a fire drill at work today... it mad me sad. They tricked me into believing there was a fire in the building, but instead caused a fire in my heart. I cried, and my tears put out that fire… it inspired to me write a poem, and it goes like this ( Read more... )

Today is a sad day.... I am starting a protest to ban the Happy meal. How can they call it a happy meal if they don't know how I feel?! I couldn't hold back my tears, so I wrote a poem ( Read more... )