i didn't sleep last night.
at all.

i was awake and worrying about him and what i'd done and what the hell i'm going to do to make this better...
conclusion: there's nothing i can do ( Read more... )

i am so completely numb.

i am absolutely terrified and petrified that i ended this before it could even start.

i'm sorry.
i'm so sorry.
i knew i wasn't good enough ( Read more... )

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can you come out and play?


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i don't know what i'm thinking or feeling ( Read more... )

yet another testament to my awesomeness;

today i went for a "quick nap" at 4:30 and woke up at 9:30.
i'm SOOO wired.

i've become obsessed with my bunny hat. something tells me this is unhealthy. last night i slept in it. now i sit in it. it is truly the light of my life.


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so i have TONS of prom pictures for you guys!!!


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okay, so as i said... prom was fanfuckingtastic. i had such an amazing time dancing the night away with my favourite people. everyone looked great, the place looked great, everyone had a good time and aww, it was just perfect. plus, colin was such a great date. we matched so nicely. we are WAY too awesome ( Read more... )