in this past week, i haven't made it through a period of more than two hours without crying.

fuck, i've even been crying in my sleep.

this has been the most emotionally draining week of my life, and what do i have to look forward to?

next week's emotionally draining turmoil.

i am not ready for this.
i am not ready to be replaced.

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attention: i have the best best friends in the whole world.

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meet me in the photobooth.


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i hurt all over.

i can't believe i'm moving away from my world; my life, my loves, my friends, my family...

i can't believe i CHOSE this path.

tonight, i cry, and wish of what could have been and what should have been.

i'm sorry.

i'm at my sister estelle's house in orillia-- good god i love my sister.
i missed her so much.

last night was an amazing time at allicia's. i got to see so many faces i had missed for far too long.
the two year on again off again fiasco with matt is off again; this time, i think for good.

we'll see.

too many tears last night.
sweet god, i hate

hey, guess what?!?

today was awesome.
i got to wake up beside my allicia this morning ( Read more... )

there is life after pms...

i'm just waiting to find it.
only four days to go.


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tired and sick-- sick and fucking tired ( Read more... )

things ended for a reason ( Read more... )

hey fuckers!


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