I'm having that stupid empty&hopeless feeling again.
God, I thought it went away.

How's uh... school, everyone ( Read more... )

Judging by my comments, I was just SO missed ( Read more... )

...where I am, then here's the answer:
My mum blocked gaia, xanga, myspace, and gaia.
It's terrible, I hate it, but it's okay.
Happy Summer.
I'll be back in a few months, I think.
You can still contact me through AIM, SN: Juliasaur
Thanks. I miss you guys.
[Sareh, Hannah, Dillon, Summer, Stu, my communtities, etc]

Eep. I went to sleep last night at nine. ;o
I was like... "Brb guys, I'ma go lie in bed and listen to a few songs"
And I woke up and looked out the window and it was like nine AM.
;] Oh well.
Todays plan:
Listen to music.
Finish Eric's lyric project
Apply for a new group that I got from Dillon.
Watch Howl's Moving Castle.

Join ;]
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Eep. I went to sleep last night at nine. ;o
I was like... "Brb guys, I'ma go lie in bed and listen to a few songs"
And I woke up and looked out the window and it was like nine AM.
;] Oh well.
Todays plan:
Listen to music.
Finish Eric's lyric project
Apply for a new group that I got from Dillon.
Watch Howl's Moving Castle

GAH.
School is so stressing.
I want it to end NOW.
It's so hard getting out my agenda and doing essays and studying and shit.
I'm just fucking sick of it.
And I've started cussing a lot now. Gah ;l Idiot Julia.
But yeah.
ERIC IS MY DRUG. It's like an addiction. And I never get to talk to him so it's like fucking suicide.
...
I really like this song

You want me, well...
I want to dance"

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Pics... ;l


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It's...
Life. You know?
-Sigh- Too bad I can't deal with it like everyone else.
The feelings are coming back.
Nice and hopeless. Worthless. Lifeless.
It's... not going away.