Well its been a long time since I've posted on this thing but here it goes. Um, a whole lot has happened since I last posted on here- I've been going through some rough times- On my 18th b-day I got kicked out of my house- things just went down hill from there.. um, aaron and I are together again but dont see each other much cause I want to respect ( Read more... )

I wish it would all be fixed- I wish I could un-do what I did. but since I cant... I just hope I can prove to him that I love him. That he means the world to me... and no matter what anyone says, I'm not going to let him go.....

He is my best friend... and I'm not gunna let him slip away.

Something I wrote last nite.. just what I was feeling ( Read more... )

I'm pretty tired right now. Got back from san diego this morning and I'm pretty burned but it was sooo worth it. I love that place so much. I had a lot of fun and it was cool to spend time with friends and get to know people better. I was up till bout 2 just talkin 2 my friends.. so it was cool. Jenna and I had a awesome time just hanging out- she' ( Read more... )

Well- I have a spanish test 2day.. fun stuff. Hope I pass it.. cause I really dont wanna take this class over again. Man- this weekend was interesting. Lets just say sunday I almost lost aaron..... I dunno what I was thinkin. I'm so glad he still loves me and wants 2 be with me, I really dont deserve him tho. But I think we deserve each other. I ( Read more... )

this morning I had tutoring for geometry.. fun stuff lol and then at 1- I went and got my hair done at wolf whistles.. what a weird name for a hair salon but whatever.. not complaining cause they do a good job. Got my hair re-streaked.. looks good- and hopefully aaron will like it too ( Read more... )

Things were going fine 2day- went to the dentist.. even tho I was half-asleep still haha but its all good. I'm just really frustrated with whats going on with aaron and me.. well not him and I personally but the situation with my brother and aaron. My brother is making things very difficult for the 2 of us and its like no matter what I do- I cant ( Read more... )

Um- woke up this morning thinkin aww crap- got spanish class at 2. Went to school- was fun... just kinda boring as usual. Um- hung out with aaron till bout 10 2nite. Was nice to spend time with him. he's wonderful.... I love him lots :) Well off to do spanish hmwk..gotta get it done 2nite- got a dentist appt 2morrow morning at 9. Sucks hardcore ( Read more... )

just woke up.. kinda tired- Was up doin spanish hmwk late last night, but hey its all good. Had the concert at my house last night.Went good and I got to see my boy hehe Always good to spend time with him. He was at my house all day yesterday.... was awesome :) I love him hehe

ever just have one of those days that starts off good and then goes downhill? Today is one of those days.My parents are fighting... just great and I cant see aaron which always sucks. We talked on the phone for a while tho.. so that was nice. Well.. back to cleaning... sucks for me but hey- I'm gunna make a good wife someday!