yes, my friends, i have made the change over to a new el-jay. but wait! if you please, you can add me over at paintsmebleu  and we can be cool together. alright? alright.

let's fall in love or something.

Becca

it seems like i am a trainwreck waiting to happen. like i'm thisclose to screwing up everything but i'm going too fast to slow down, so all i can do is give it my all and hope for the best. does that even make sense ( Read more... )

I want to be everything that I'm not. I want to write the songs that lull you to sleep at night. I want to be your last thought before you fall asleep and your first thought when you wake up. I want to be your bedroom poet ( Read more... )

do this anonymously.

1. one secret.
2. one compliment.
3. one non-compliment.
4. one love note.
5. lyrics to a song.
6. how old you are.
7. how long we've been friends (or where you've seen me before, when you added me.. etc).
8. and a hint to who you are.

an actual entry is on the way, cross my heart.

i'm sorry for never updating ( Read more... )

the house is quiet but my mind is even more abadoned right now. my body is tossing and turning but my heart is running a fucking marathon. i can't even settle down to dream about you. if you thought the silence was killer than baby you haven't seen anything yet. i have enough angst that i could fill a swimming pool with it and drown myself ( Read more... )

there have definintely been better weeks than this one, i can tell you that ( Read more... )

( ooooh i know you wanna click! )

holy guacamole. first off i wanna thank jimmy again for posting the link for this song. <3 ( Read more... )

sometimes i swear i'm bipolar ( Read more... )