I've been staring at the computer screen for half an hour. I think I'm not going to go to pharmacy school. I won't get in. And I guess that's okay. I've had to work hard just to do decent in most of my classes. So I guess that I'm okay with it. I probably couldn't handle pharmacy school anyway. Giving up on dreams is just kind of sad. But I ( Read more... )

For some reason i have been conditioned to believe that people can change. They don't. You give someone a second chance and things end up right back to where they were. Good friends will always be there for you. They cheer you up when you're sad. Do what ever it takes to take care of you. They don't ditch you when you need them most. So what ( Read more... )

Three baby birds have fallen out of the red maple tree and onto our sidewalk. They had no chance.

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I keep getting headaches. I'm getting a little worried. Like for the past three days I've had a headache everyday. I don't know if it's because I'm not in school anymore and my schedule is changing or my sleep or exercise but I'm really sick of it. I'm getting a little worried something is wrong with me. I bruise really easily. Like my left ( Read more... )

Okay. I lied. I'm a moron and I always will be.

I wish I had a life. How truely pathetic I am becomes more apparent all the time. Like at lunch today- it was just Teresa and I. Granted Dan had to go to an appointment but I used to have friends. So synchro practice went well tonight, which is good. It was my last real practice ever. I have mixed feelings. I'm more sad right now but tonight ( Read more... )

I'm not going to Regionals. My dad is on my side so everything is fine. Work was okay. Nothing too bad happened. I don't really talk to people much. Synchro meet tomorrow in Illinois. I'm so not excited but hopefully I'll be done fairly early. The revised schedule says we should be done at 11:00!!!! And I'm not staying for the rest of the ( Read more... )

I feel like my existance is a waste right now. I'm just waiting for this month from hell to end and hopefully give way to something better. I really haven't done anything today.

I just reported a drunk driver. I'm kind of freaking out. I talked to the New Berlin Police then the Sheriff's office and now they're going to check on it. I was repeating the liscince plate the whole way home. I was so upset. Okay the guy was like driving ten below the speed limit and then he wasn't staying in his lane and then there was on ( Read more... )