it's amazing how i feel like i'm not even living my own life. i don't even know how the fuck i got here.

i don't have a lot to say ( Read more... )

so things still don't feel right, i guess they might never feel right again ( Read more... )

we found out on january 3rd and there are no words. i've been trying to think of how to describe how it feels, it feels like a possibility (almost a certainty) has been taken away and it is so devastating. i can't find anyone to blame, i know that there isn't anyone to blame, but i keep looking. i was a drone today, a shell, i gave the answers ( Read more... )

so...it's been some time...

things are really good.

i have a doberman named lucy.

i have a fiance named jonathan.

yep. fiance.

fiance.

september 16, 2006.

so...in a couple of hours and it will officially be one year since i've moved to philadelphia. and god i love it here ( Read more... )

i have so much to look forward to and i love it.

for anyone who cares, yes i am getting my MBA. at st. joseph's. because i'm super freaking smart.

for anyone in the greater phila/south jersey area, it's a trip to the shore with yours truly so let me know if you want in.

ok that is all. i am still alive.

ok, now i feel guilty.

if i keep telling myself that i can't help it, then maybe it won't bother me.

or not.

last night was amazing. weddings and driving and dress shoes and a bottle of red wine. such a nice night ( Read more... )

two words: bonus check.

ok, maybe i have more than two words. lunch out today. new speakers. i fixed my damn cd-player (god i'm so brilliant). phone call from nicholas mendola (old friends are good times). road trip. wedding date. strip poker. tan lines. memories. georgia phone calls ( Read more... )