yeah, so i have a fear of rejection..and a also a fear of asking for something i really need(surprise)..like a hug or whatever. i am just feeling really down and lonely. i needed a friend and he pushed me away. i know, on my part, it was a funny way for asking for affection. i didnt know why i acted like i did..but (actually, now i do..its ( Read more... )

well its been quite a confusing week. i guess i can finally start to figure out who my friends are. i know i've been a pain in the ass..but thank you so much if you have put up with it and maybe pretended to listen. i appreciate it. i try not to dwell much in here about whats going on in my life..because personally, even though thats what this ( Read more... )

why do i always get really depressed at night? i almost always go to sleep sad...if anyone knows..please ...i just would like to have an answer. goodnight.

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FUCK? yes! F-U-C-K!!!!!! ARRRGGHGHGHGHG!

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a list of random thoughts on my mind....go along with me here...im thinking of random things and saying how i feel about em ( Read more... )