FUCK. the world.
it has fucked me over time and again.
tequila makes it better.

Wow, its been forvever since i have written in this thing, i would be surprised if anyone read it at all, oh well. If you do read this, this is all you need to know about me now..

In two days i start my second semester of boarding school

And i am absoultely terrified of something that i am completely familiar with,

I miss dallas with all my heart

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I  feel dumb even writing in this thing...almost all my friends quite there so i dont get any comments..i guess i just need a place to vent. I've got this terrible gut wrenching feeling in my stomach and it wont go away. I cant sleep, I cant eat, all i can do is think, and it sucks...cause i dont want to think about how terrible my life is. I  know ( Read more... )

for those of you who care, treys dad just died...and i feel terrible, me and trey arent even like best friends o anything, but i know how he feels, ive been there, and it sucks...i wanna give him a hug but i cant....

in the past year or so if i have learned anything...its this...life sucks, everything can be perfect and something will happen and ( Read more... )

wow... i havent done this in a long time so this is what i have to say... comment or not...whatever ( Read more... )

rehab... thats right... rehab

well its my birthday...blah. i am leaving for colorado with my friends though..woohoo!

okay now to the epiphany part (not really) anyways i realized that i never let myself get close to anyone and now that i have i have really really good friends, it sucks that i am going to miss my two best friend sin the world for nearly 5 weeks..pooey...

tomorrow is my birthday... yeah well, yay for me,jk. i am not quite as sad as i have been lately simply because i get to leave the hell hole that i am in right now and spend a week in colorado with my friends. then luckily i only have to come back for a week until i get to go to (i know it sounds lame, but..) camp for three weeks. Normally i would ( Read more... )

sorry i have neglected livejournal lately, myspace is just somewhat addictive... well here is what has happened to me lately.. i nearly died and had to have surgery.. my mom is sick so i am staying with my uncle... and i might have to leave woodrow (i will die if i do)... pretty much my life sucks right now... my birthday is in like 5 days... but i ( Read more... )

i think i might start using this again.... dont count on it though