I went to an interview type thing for a cosmetology school right down the street from me today. I get to tour the school next Wednesday. I'm really hoping I don't get bored with doing peoples hair and stuff, 'cause if I do change my mind randomly and think it's boring like everything else I do, then I won't know what to do with myself anymore. So I ( Read more... )

Why can't we not be sober
Just want to start this over
Why can't we dream forever

Just want to start this over

I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbisil
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well

My heart is turning cold. Things that I would usually be devastated by, don't really phase me anymore. Maybe I don't have anymore heart left to break? Am I just growing up, or am I really becoming the cold person I've always wanted to be. Alone. Grey. This is what I've always wanted.

So I hung out with Steve-o today. I really missed him alot. I'm really timid around him now, because I'm a fucking idiot. I didn't really talk the whole day, until I asked Steve-o if I could catch a ride home on his bike pegs. We talked the whole way to my house. It was easier than I thought it would be. I thought I was going to burst out in tears ( Read more... )

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so Theo buzzed my head for me.


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so today i chopped off all my hair like a boys. it looks rediculous, i love it.

I'm going to talk to my dad about giving custody to Eddie. He lives right down the street from me so he could still check up on me if he wanted to, yanno?

I just don't want to live in constant stress at home. Whenever I'm at Eddie's it feels more like a home there. He feeds me too. So really, all I'm using my dad's house for is sleeping and hygiene ( Read more... )

i was definately joking on that last post. so you can stop staring at the screen in horror. anyways, i got me a new boyfriend. ive had a crush on him for like 2 years and now we go out, isnt that just so CuTe?! hahah ew. oh yes, and rachelle is my lesbian love. she needs to hurry her ass up and get back to tampa though. she gets back on sunday, im ( Read more... )

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