Completely cleaned out both the myspace and the LJ friend lists. Now I need new friends. Like ones who actually comment. If I deleted you and you want to be readded, don't hesitate to leave a comment here please.

Melissa and I talked today and we're gonna start walking and work our way up to jogging three times a week early early early in the mornings. This way we'll get our freshmen weight off and look fabulous in time for school. Tommorow my plan is tan tan tan.
I'm really digging my clean, new room, which makes me superbly beyond happy.
On the low notes ( Read more... )

So I was sick on Tuesday, got better on wednesday, then felt like crap all day thursday, and now I feel like crap again. I have an upset stomache and yesterday involved some vomit. So basically I'm sick of being sick. Its annoying me. I'm annoyed at all this.

So I bet a lot of my friends and family don't know something about me. This something I've been holding in for a while now. Since I was eleven. Since I was about ten, I've wanted to be a model or an actor or a singer. Basically, I've just really wanted to be in ''The Buisness ( Read more... )

So I went Hollywood, and now Im up every morning at 5:30 for only about two hours of excercise. Then I eat breakfast, knock around, and wish i was in bed long about nine. And then It's off to the P.A. job, then back after lunch, then cleaning, or a facial and then it's to the retail job at 4 until 7. Then it's back here for gardening/jogging/ ( Read more... )

WHEN THE GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH ( Read more... )

The last few weeks have been superbly hard and daunting but I think I'll make it ( Read more... )

I really miss JE so much. It's everyday. I think somedays that I'll never be able to move on, get up, or go on. It's tough. I have so many scars that I wish I would never have given to myself. I wish I could forget so much of what happened. The moments, the thoughts, the regrets. I wish they could all be taken away. I was listening to this song, ( Read more... )

The crap that is in my life never seems to end ( Read more... )

A Song on the End of the World by Czeslaw Milosz ( Read more... )