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Flying So High
So It's been a while, quite a while. And that makes me realize even more that I have to do something about my weight. I've been ana for about a year, but I haven't lost any weight. I skip, but it never affects anything. My parents are both obese, which makes me feel even more of a need to get myself in control. I simply will not let myself get to ( Read more... ) -
So sick of trying to fight so hard.
So I'm on a forum where I can post my bmi and stuff and be flamed so I can (hopefully) get more in shape and lose more weight. I'm at 28 right now, which is technically overweight. I've tried hard the past few weeks, but motivation just hasn't come easily. So now I'm on a pro-ana forum in the hopes of getting myself back down to where I was when I ( Read more... ) -
Porcelain
I'm in an intensely bad mood right now. My hair is a fried up, diced up mess of blonde and I really just want to cry about it, but what good would that ever do ( Read more... ) -
Happy happy joy joy.
So basically I just had a really good class and I wanted to say why. Last wednesday I had a test I didn't study for and I was extremely nervous about. I had tons to memorize and I didnt, I threw up Wednesday morning and my noon had a migraine and went home. But I took a test in History and found out today that I made a 90 on it. I've been ( Read more... ) -
Life
So somehow, ive become the anti-christ because i have opinions. Mom says im the anti christ and "so evil". Im just so upsetted by it all. All i am guilty of is trying to create a new life from all these lies. -
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I miss everything. I miss JE tonight. I know I say it often, but tonight it just must be the collection of the silence around me, swirling through the humidity to choke me. I just don't understand so much about life. I don't understand why so many people die so young. Marilyn Monroe would have been eighty this year. It makes me melancholy to think ( Read more... ) -
Going it alone? Gay Marriage post.
So I'm sick of the traditionalists in this country and their anti-gay rhetoric. I've just about had enough of these right-wing idiots starting conversations about it in the name of an argument which they fail to prove ( Read more... ) -
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*This is completely venting. If you dont think you can handle my rage, and want to start shit with me because you think you're somehow included in this annonymity, then dont read it. I don't need shit right now ( Read more... ) -
Dreams like crystal visions
This is a dream I had at about 8:00 this morning ( Read more... ) -
Going it alone?
So everythings been going well, Just peachy actually. I'm working so hard to get myself into tip-top shape for the next two years, so auditions, etc will all present themselves ( Read more... )