is the salvation army in Otsego. jesus, how did it take me this long to finally go in there and check it out? ahh, I wanted to buy everything. god damn consumerism for forcing me to want things. I found a killer old orange, vintage sofa chair and an amazing table and chairs set. sigh. well this weekend starts with me working tonight. w00t. getting ( Read more... )

...there are no words. just silence. or actions. or merely presence. having said that, I can't even begin to put into words how much of my sleep deprived weekend was filled by euphoria and happiness. car rides, downtown Kzoo, Garden State, east archives (fucking beautiful view), Cosmo's, High Fidelity, conversation, laughter, laying around, Milham ( Read more... )

so at first I was pretty bummed that I made the decision to not run in tomorrow's (today's) race due to lack of good physical health but now I couldn't care less. sometimes it's just more important to spend time with someone who makes you smile, laugh, and just feel completely awesome and happy. thank you. god, I can't control how I'm feeling right ( Read more... )

I'm feeling two things right now. one, I'm in somewhat of an "unfuckingbelievable" state of mind. lately, certain things happen at such inopportune times. this is not about him for once. it's just weird that the same day I feel as if I should have been more vulnerable than ever due to one thing, I realize that I'm actually stronger than I ever ( Read more... )

in 64 hours, I only slept for 7. that makes me superhuman or something, right?

also, I need someone to seek out for advice. any takers? oh, and how about this wonderful song:

Burn it down till the embers smoke on the ground
And start new when your heart is an empty room
With walls of the deepest blue

Home's face: how it ages when you're away
Spring ( Read more... )

today was a good day.

my one day weekend was so eventful. woke up at 10pm on Friday night and didn't go to sleep until 5:30am Sunday morning. worked OT 11-7. yay, dough. uh...ran in the ready or not 5k after that. did the best I've done all summer so far - 23:18 and 2nd place. I'm much happier with that time. even though it's far away from my PR, I'm at least getting ( Read more... )

well, I made it through 2 days of hell (I mean that almost literally) at Parker. the heat really was awful. thank god I don't work 2nd shift or in a different department. and today I just found out that Saturdays are a full 8 hours now. this could be a problem with the next few races I have coming up =/. speaking of races, I'm eternally frustrated ( Read more... )

after a year or so of searching, I finally have The Living End's album, Roll On, in my posession. and WOW...is it ever amazing. it's pretty much the best album ever made. thank you Chicago virgin megastore for having it in stock. do yourself a favor and track it down.

when it is 100+ degrees inside a factory with close to 100% humidity, apparently the conditons are right for sweating profusely, being exhausted, smelling not so good, being sticky and gross, and breaking out. it makes me cranky. I took a cold, cold shower 30 minutes ago, and my body still feels overheated. jesus, make this week end soon.