today was an ok day at school, it went pretty fast. i saw desiree for like 5 minutes and got to say hi. i got home around 12:15 and had my lunch prepared by the famous ana. then ana called me from the payphone at school, and i went to call her back on the number that showed up on caller id only to find out the number is out of service, i dont know ( Read more... )

i had a very good day today, i kind of did a lot too. had fun hanging out with some new people today, thank you alexis for having me over, that was fun. oh yeah and i want to say that alexis' mom is really nice, she is a very caring woman and has been nothing but kind to me since i met her. i'm hoping i can get some good dirt on ana when she was a ( Read more... )

today is a new day, a day the Lord has made. i am going to live today and glorify God through my actions. i'm going to alexis' house with ana and then maybe dinner later. eh, i have to walk, i know walking isn't that bad but i am just kind of lazy today. i just did about 2 hours of homework, and i'm still not done, i have a spanish project due ( Read more... )

weeeeeeeeeee! wow, its really late. i think i'll look back on tonight a few months from now and think "that was necessary".

i'd like to say thanks to all the people who replied to my last entry (or maybe it was a couple ago), that was cool, because i really wasn't feeling loved but then a bunch of people replied. it was ridiculous to even think that nobody loves me, heh, my biggest problem is that i dont really love/respect myself or my body. well yeah, i really didn't ( Read more... )

i have the best, most loving sister in the world. i'm going to go watch a movie at her and her husband's apartment, i'm sure i'll update later though cause sleep is not going to come. bye.

today has been a bad day. so now i'm here, alone for a long time since i probably wont sleep tonight.

i'm scared that i'm going to do something really stupid tonight, but i dont care, nobody else does.

i think i'm going to:
dye my hair today
get cat litter and crickets with my mom
go to taco bell

and thats about all thats on the agenda right now.

crap! crap! crap! i'm sitting here wasting away the night waiting for ana to call me, then getting sad thinking that she had decided not to call me. and guess what? i checked my phone and i had like 6 freakin missed calls! i put my phone on silent cause me and ana were playing bowling and the music annoys me, and i forgot to turn it off. darn. well ( Read more... )

Ana always makes me feel so special. i'm about to leave for saddleback, my mom made me a breakfast/lunch/dinner just now and it was really good, breakfast and hashbrowns. how nice of her. and i'm off, bye.