i would like to start off this entry by saying thank you, thank you so much for the prayer this past week. so i'm back, after just over a week, i'm here, and alive. i haven't been having a very good time the past couple of weeks, i dont mean to be dramatic, but i guess i'm just pretty sad and negative. i have church on tuesday nights, they asked me ( Read more... )

something bad happened tonight :/ i can't really say what it was, but yeah, i'm not going to be on livejournal this week. this week could be a very deciding factor for the rest of my life. i want ya'll to know this so you dont think i'm flaking out and ignoring your entries. i'm gonna need lots of prayer this week, i'll see everyone on sunday.

i have my senior picture in about an hour. i just got ready. i dont know what i'm going to do today. 2-fifteen was supposed to practice, but practice was wrecked by me cause i have to be at stupid bohs. if daniel is free today, then i'll hang out with him. he's probably got soccer or something rather though so there's this guy eric who's really ( Read more... )

i've had a bad day. my surprise went bad...like usual. other stuff too, but it's unnecessary to post it on the internet for the whole world to say. i guess i'm just having a rough time right now. my heart is having problems forgetting hurtful things that are said, the way they are said, and who says them. i'm actually being pretty selfish, Jesus ( Read more... )

i'm home for a little, i have to get ready and then go out to my aunt's for dinner. i'm going to try and put on a mask for my grandma's birthday a real big :)

my hand hurts :o

oh yeah, i got asked to play bass and scream for among kindled ashes for some show in hollywood, its just gonna be a temporary thing though (like i'm filling in till they get a permanent guy). its not for sure yet, but the singer and guitarist came up to me at school today. it sounds fun.

i'm going to show up at el dorado, hopefully outside of ana's class if i can find it! and surprise her. thanks to the help of kelly and alexis, i should be able to find her. wanna hear something gross...if not then dont read this. i came home from school and the garage door was locked, this is the first time the garage door has ever been locked on ( Read more... )

i got back from the ontario airport thinking i was going to see ana, but i didn't get to, due to it being a school night. so i was sad and spending money always makes me feel better. i went to my atm and got out money for a couple cd's. i went to tower with the intensions of buying sinai beach and zao, but they lied when i called them and it turned ( Read more... )

i just recieved a phone call from the most beautiful person in the world. tonight, i'm going to drive my mom to the ontario airport so she can surprise my dad when he comes home from his business trip. i'm just dropping her off, and then i'm going to drive home alone. i think i'm going to go buy zao's new cd before we leave and then that'll be cool ( Read more... )

school is going fairly well so far, i dont have friends by me in any classes so i'm not having problems focusing. i have 2 hard classes that seem to have a lot of homework, ap stats and literature. my literature teacher must be one of the most unique people i've ever met, he is a great person and teacher. we have an in-class essay on monday, that ( Read more... )