to all it will concern ( Read more... )

well today marks me being single i think. i believe that me and courtney broke up today. she couldnt deal with me being sad, so i told her not to. i still love her. and right now i am dead inside. and i will be for a long time. i hope that things work well for her in the future. my heart is made of glass. the thing is lined with cracks. this was ( Read more... )

my fist hurts. my heart hurts. my body hurts. i hate him. i hate him with every single inch of me. he bitchs about being alone, he bitches about being sad, he is the one that fucking LEFT ME. he deserves every once of fucking sorrow. some best friend. looks like we are going down together in the end.

-davey

home.

well i leave tomorrow. maui. woo. no friends, no worries, just nothing. hopefully i can relax. hopefully this will let things past. an empty person, going on an empty trip. wish me luck.

-davey

never thought that doing something so mundane as cleaning off my computer desk would almost make me cry. i wish i could be hollow, and not care. i wish i didnt hold on to whats not here. i found a packet of photos. of me and my friends. last year. at one of our d&d nights. one of the funnest nights in memory. i looked through them and the tears ( Read more... )

i took the title for my last entry and i really liked it. so i decided i would run with it and write something. this is what i got ( Read more... )

have you ever thrown a small stone into a body of water and seen the rings ripple out? each one getting larger than the pervious. thats how saturday went for me. the stone being me wakeing up, and the ripples beeing my happiness ( Read more... )

what the hell is the point of updating anymore? no one cares. no listens. no is here. distance and our own persoanl wants draws us all apart. *sigh* no wonder i feel so alone. it is because i AM alone. there is no one HERE. ever. i guess i am meaning less. ppl say im a cool guy and they like me, but do they ever hold up to taht? no. they say we are ( Read more... )

hey ive been working on this for a while now. it kinda decribes all the feelings that me and tim are having at school. i call it all faded. (peom by davey, pic by timmy ( Read more... )