i have never know the point of anything. and i know that. but i have always hoped that there was a point. i have always hope that one day i would find it, and that it would be clear to me. that there was a reason that im here, that theres a reason i was raised how i was raised that there was a reason that my life has lacked love. i always hoped ( Read more... )

yea so that poem i posted last night, i worked on that thing for a long time, and it means alot to me. so i decided "hey ill turn it into the yearbook cause i know alot of people will relate to it" what does the yearbook teacher person say to me? "we dont do poems". wtf. and he didnt even fucking read it. god i hate people.

i wrote this for anyone who has ever felt lost or confused in high school. for those who dont know me, ima senior and ive had a long hard shit filled 4 years of high school. and for those of you who do know me, this will hit some good notes and bring back memories. and if there is one thing i have learned from shed tears and broken knuckles its to ( Read more... )

here are some stuff that i wrote when i was still plagued by classroom boredom. iono how you guys will find it, but i found it so ima post em up. take care ( Read more... )

hello guys. its too long since ive updated. ive probably fallen out of anyone who used to check this's short term memory. well alot has happened since i have last updated this. theapy has been working great for me and ive been getting better. i got a girlfriend now also. me and jen. i really like her too, she seems to bring out the best in me. ive ( Read more... )

here is something i wrote a few days ago in math period. i wasnt feeling really good, and well courtney was on my mind ( Read more... )

i had a really shitty day. at lunch i went out side to eat by myself because i didnt feel like being around anyone. and i was about to start crying when it started to rain. and i just sat there and it was raining really really heavy. like the kind of rain that you can hear hit the ground from in the house. and about 3 mins of the rain it stared ( Read more... )

well i guess i should update on my birthday. (just so all you freaks out there that read my shit can mark it on your calender for next year. jk. kinda ( Read more... )

well today i went in to see a theapist. i guess she's my theapist now. i thought she was a cool person. her name is mary. we talked for like an hour. and she thinks i have depression/anxeity. woot..and a week from today i go talk to the guy that gives me drugs. so getting help for myself is going along will. i just hope the help will find myself. ( Read more... )

well in aspects day one of new davey sucked. i was completely sad pretty much all day at school. but one thing though i do think i fixed some things with ron. on my way home i left a letter on his notepad. said i was sorry. and that even though we are two different ppl, there is no reason that we have to hate each other. then i walked home alone. ( Read more... )