i wrote this today. and im so surpised i did it in chem instead of us history. i bet that ill be writing a lot more in that class cause i dont have anything better to do and it defently beats watching jeanie and ronnie... well here u are ( Read more... )

i really need soemone to talk to now right about now. but the ppl i want to speak with are not on ( Read more... )

i wrote this today. and in english none the less surpise surpise ( Read more... )

i wrote this today in english class...i seem to be writing in there alot lately ( Read more... )

i also wrote this today in english class. i like this one alot better...actully sounds kinda poetic ( Read more... )

i wrote this in my english class today while i was supposed to be reading the scarlet letter. i just felt really weird today ( Read more... )

nothing makes any sense to me anymore. i feel that everyone is against me. i feel alone. i feel empty. what is wrong with me. i know that none of that is true. but why do i still feel this way. im so confused ( Read more... )

hmm to start off with, today was surpisingly really good. i was happy all day. i didnt get mad, my mood didnt change. i was just my normal crazy self. and i dont want to say this, but i think it was because jeanie was not at school today. i hate myself for even thinking about this. but i think that seeing her is what makes me feel sad inside, makes ( Read more... )

im sick of holding all this shit inside of me. im fucking sit and tired of the way that jeanie is treating me. I AM NOT FUCKING INVISABLE!! i am a person. at the very least im your friend. maybe talk to me some time you know? stop treating me like im nothing. do you have any idea how much that hurts me? after i told you that i loved you, you ( Read more... )

this weekend well it was alot of ups and downs. it started off shitty as all fuck. went up to being awesome, then returend to shitty ( Read more... )