on the verge of quiting and failing...

[emokidtj238]

i'm so fucking pissed off that im almost to the point of crying. i don't know what to do. and why does this always have to be a struggle.

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[elkly17]

I am sorry that you feel that way. im also sorry that i cannot offer you words of wisomd becaus ei have no idea what you are going through. if you ever just need to talk please call me, anytime. thats whats friends are for... I can say that sometimes a good cry just makes things feel better, for girls it does anyway..
heart erics

[emokidtj238]

thanks erica. you are a great friend. and a good cry does help. im just so scared right now about failing in school. i've done so much this quarter in my classes, yet it seems like i have accomplished NOTHING. my grades sure don't prove that i've done anything. im just not that good at school work, and i have to accept that. even more, my parents have to accept that.

and Yoke's isn't what it used to be anymore. im ready to move on. i have nothing left to accomplish there. and i don't get the respect i deserve and i'm not going to take being treated like i just started working there a week ago. im going to make a change. and i pray that it will be the right move for my future. i really do miss you and love you erica. i hope you are happy. keep drinking cocoa. and i will call you to do something once my stress level lowers. God bless, <3TJ<3

i always drink cocoa

[elkly17]

Your a great friend also, and I know you are stronger than you think because since i have known you you have struggled with yokes and school. and have you quit yet?!? Nope you have not, your a fighter tj and i think that is because you know what needs to be done and you do it, while taking all this other crap. In my eyes that makes you a strong person who will get to do something with your life and will be happy. sometimes you just have to get the bad stuff out of the way, and plus it builds character... anyways hope your turkey day was full of eating, even though you dont eat meat. holidays are here and that means no school and rest time for tj to take down the stress. i hope you enjoy!

[emokidtj238]

thanks M@y. you always bring me back to my senses. <3