I am saturated with loneliness. I could really use a hug, and control of my own life. I don't want your pitty. I could just really use a hug.

...JUST BEAR-HUG ME MAN!

my camcorder has yet to even ship yet. so again i feel sick because of this. im glad they have yet to bill me for it. but this could still turn ugly at any point in time...why oh why does it have to be this way...

The loneliness of this place is perpetuating. The unnecessary studying of certain subjects in school is dismally illuminating. I don’t know if I can do this much longer. I’m going to fail a U.S. history test tomorrow. But, I do not care. I do not care enough about this corrupt country to learn about its history. It is all so irrelevant to my ( Read more... )

Thumbsucker is now in our theater!!!! GOOOOOO SEEEE IT! please support this independent film so we can get more like it in the future. tell everyone to go. just go, you will enjoy it. thank you.

I ordered it...my parents are going to have a shit fit...

and I am beyond excited to see what I can create. The course of my life is about to change...

motherfucking cocksucker, motherfucking shit fucker, what am i doing? i don't know what i'm doing, i'm doing the best that i can. i know that's all i can ask of myself. is that good enough? is my work doing any good? is anybody paying attention? is it hopeless to try to change things? nothing in this world makes any sense to me, i'm fucked. maybe i ( Read more... )

I have made a list of the positive meanings i will receive from the product i choose to purchase.

Sony HDR-HC1 Camcorder($1550-1750: produce my creative visions. jump start my independent film making. make short films. film first full length w/ M@. give my life more creative and expressive meaning and truth.

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anyone for some high definition widescreen action?


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tonight at dinner time i graciously ate my ceaser salad, rice, and bread as my parents munched down slimy, juicy slabs of deer. poor Bambi. animals have names, just as people do. my name is TJ, what's yours?

so who else has pre-ordered the new Thrice cd, Vheissu? if you have not, you are a darn fool! It comes out 10/18/05. get it!