well its been well over a year since i posted so i figure, why the hell not? so here i am... posting. alot has changed since i last posted. i fell out of love. i hit my deepest bout of depression... and came out of it. i almost drank myself to death. i started smoking cigarettes... and quit. i quit my job... was jobless for about six months, then ( Read more... )

im listening to further seems forever.
its reminding me of sam.
i dont like it.
at all.
not one bit.

im in love ( Read more... )

its been forever, literally, since ive written in here. a lot has happened. all of it good. :) one thing i wont mention. all i have to say is THREE HOURS. other than that, jon and i have been hanging out alottt lately. woo. he told me he likes me. which is good cause i like him too. so we both like eachother, we go out [just the two of us] quite ( Read more... )

so i havent written in my journal in a few days, so i figured i would. i have today and tomorrow off of work. lisa loves me. =] so my brother adam [from ohio] is coming to visit with his girlfriend, jessica. i hope shes cool. if shes with adam, she has to be cool. he would not date some dumb ditzy blonde with a credit card shoved up her ass along ( Read more... )

so i got my tattoo yesterday. its cool.
it didnt hurt that much. it wasnt at
all what i was expecting it to be. it
was a super annoying and uncomfortable
feeling. def worth the agony. check it.


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so parents found out about everything.
all the parties.
the alcohol.
the stolen things from my house.
everythinggggggggg.
i told them.
i had to.
i bawled.
but im not grounded.
hey, i may not have any friends now,
but at least im not having a huge
burden on my chest.
ah. im done with everyone.

p.s. i got my rook pierced a few days ago.

last night was the bomb diggity, son. soooooooo many kids were at my house. at one point there was like 20 or 25 kids ahhh shit son. so i puked twice today. THATS when you know ive been drankin'. probably shouldnt have smoked all that weed too... i got my rook pierced today. woo.


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so my party was a drama fest. i knew it would be. not with girls though. its the boys this time... so, you didnt miss anything.

today is my birthday. woo. im eighteen. double woo. i got my cell phone today. triple woo. i have a new number. if you want it, let me know and ill give it to u. DONT TEXT OR CALL MY OTHER NUMBER. ITS MY MOMSSSSSSSSS