Emokilla is dead and out of the ashes has risen a newer more privet me. if you want onto that journal. hunt it out. or i may add you, or you could just ask. anywhich way i am trying to reform myself and no longer just be a pole to rub up against. or he village idiot that eveyone laughs at. so yeah i'm not hard to find 773-531-5652

i had written this long post that i dunbly deleted so here is the over view. it was about how i feel about my uncle haveing called me a half breed today. and how crushed i am that he will never be part of my life... beeing all i really have of my father. it hurts alot. i also added that i broke my rules and princaples because of someone i care ( Read more... )

i hate when things suck. there is to much to say to spew forth how i feel and maybe at some later date i can. but wow i guess i was wrong. and now i feel worse. oh well

well as the tittle states what do i miss about sex (Added Note: and relationships)
1) the physical contact
2) the smell of her in my sheets when she is gone
3) wakeing up next to her and feeling her worm boddy against mine
4) the way she would look into my eyes and see me for who i am
5) the cuddeling
6) the feeling that it's all ok
more later i

ok so i am back from mexico and it's been a wild few days now i guess. it was 80 when i left mexico, only to arive in chicago to 23 degrees of cold hell. so then i talk to my mother (yay) and she informs me my cousin rosemarry died or cancer and i have to be at the wake and the funeral because she won' be shown up by my aunt linda (the big ugly ( Read more... )

I'M HOME it is sofa king cold in chicago, i was swimming this morening. what is wrong with this place. oh well spy bar tonight. not drinking just chillin. if anyone wants to welcom me back to the lanbd of safe drinking water come on out or call me 773-531-5652 and winamp sucks ass

so i am here in mexico. and it's 11:02 pm and it is 70 out. i love it here. my trip has been mellow which was much needed. got here thursday night and just had road side tacos. hung out drank, and went swiming. i also found out i wasn't allowed out after 9 pm because i am prone tro getting "in trouble". so yeah read and slept. the next day hung out ( Read more... )

im going to Mexico tomarrow. this is gunna rock. it's gunna be fun. yeah babby. i need to have a vacation...or get laid, so vacation it is.i need this. i may or may not be on line down there so hope to talk to yall soon.

what i learned tronight.... a) chastity sucks... ALOT! b) drinking can be good for you. &c) women are amazeing. so anywho, yeah my night started with jeff-fu kung-fu ninja (of mexican/chiniese decent)watching strong basd. then shawn cvame over. we went to fire pracctice i ate some fire, then pushed off. we made our way to shawn's place (dorm at IIT ( Read more... )

drank for free, eat bambi, had video taken of me breathing fire by hot chick (not sure if she's married) drank forr free.... more when sober