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This journal will be friends only from now on. [i've been debating whether or not to do it, and i just figured it would be better this way. i'm not going to bother fixing all my old entries to "friends only". thank you!]

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-i hurt my family
-i hurt my friends
-i hurt ian
-i hurt myself
-i set a bad example for my brother
-i became a burden
-trust is gone

+i got the high i wanted.

things just dont balance out.

dad: "it's a terrible thing when you cant even trust you own daughter."

my reply in my head: "it's a terrible thing when no one really give a shit, not even your parents."

i get attention when i fuck up.
is this why i am doing this?

i'm sobbing.
i hate you i hate you i hate you.
i need a fucking cigarette.

so tonight was a blast. i got dropped off at jon's and we went to alyssa's and then all went to the show from her house. we saw some people...many of them we didnt know, and we just made fun of them ( Read more... )

so yesterday i had a pretty mellow day ( Read more... )

Sellout57 : you are the prescription i have been longing for ( Read more... )

1] ponytail parade, emery
2] ian

i just thought you should all know that.
and now i'm off to babysit

last day of school ( Read more... )