i went to see the shrink.
i saw one of ians' dad's liquor stores.
i came home.
watched tv.
gave the dog a bath.

and now i am going to take a shower and clean.

casey, stop calling me!!!!
[actually, i dont mind, i think its hilarious.]

oh, and i get to see ian tonight!
i win!

alg test today. meh. i dont know how i did ( Read more... )

i re-dyed my hair ( Read more... )

so i dyed my hair.
and i hate it.

nothing is new.
my mom made me her bitch today and i had to do the grocery shopping.
i hate my hair.

ive been doing a lot of thinking lately ( Read more... )

i know ive updated 8478475x today. but i was looking at old swim results. and god, i have wasted myself away.

age 14, portland, OR

500 free- 5:32.47
100 free- 59.47
100 back- 1:07.10
200 IM- 2:27.89

and those werent even my fastest times.

i'm starting to feel sorry for myself.

i'm afraid that i cant change.

you know what i mean.

fuck the word "weird". really ( Read more... )

happy.
happy.
happy.

i babysat. made $25.
happy.