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[emoleetsauce]

*edit* I popped it into word and did a full spell check, to make it easier on the eyes

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[dick_holster]

I'll miss you buddy. The happiest times I've had lately have been hanging out with you and yelling douche at literally every thing in sight. You've been the best buddy I could have hoped for this year, I hope there's a lot more time left for us to have a good time.

[emoleetsauce]

Hell I dont know man, its kind of sick that I can only type these things that I love typing so much when all I have to say is these sick and sorrowful things. All it does is drag you all down. Im not going to denounce what I said, this is good documentation of the serious psychological instabilities that are having their way with me at this point in time and age.

We are going to have a great time, and lets not worry about tomorrow is what I am trying to think of.

[emoleetsauce]

thank you so much for reading it all by the way, your one of two people who has. I wish Des was around so much, I need my best friend so much right now. I fear that what you have told me means that she no longer cares about me, or sees me as her best friend. If it turns out she doesnt, I dont know what Im going to do.

Given my luck, my odds, there is a good chance that that could happen. We'll just have to see I guess. I am going to call her sometime soon to try and at least get a real word in with her, that will probably cheer me up a GREAT deal alone.

Thanks again Rory, lets keep having a good time, like I said thats all I want

[rocknduring]

Oh this makes me horribly sad. Let me tell you, you are one of the sweetest people I've ever met and I adore you. If you need me, ever, I am here. You can email, IM, call me, whatever. Please think about things and realize that life can be so amazing if you let it and let things go. One person is not worth your tears, let alone your life.

<3

[emoleetsauce]

Thank you for reading it, I mean I assume you read all of it since you got to the end where the final sad message was. I really really appreciate you and rory reading it, and I wish I could show it to everyone. But I know if I put this on myspace, shit would go down, I would get teased, people would ignore it (its a basic tendancy and I blame no one for it) I would probably lose stature in peoples eyes, I might even lose friends.

I dont want that to happen, then again I cant predict it would. Presenting this to them scares me because as basic human function I fear the rejection. Where all I really want is someone to listen, someone to care.

Thank you so much for caring Brandy, and like I said in the last line, I love you.

Lets just keep swimming, Ill see you around school, night <3

[rocknduring]

Of course I read all of it. I wouldn't dare not to. If you ever need me, like I said, I'm here. I love you buddy. Lets keep swimming